Monday, March 16, 2009

""Wow." I always thought of college as a place for stars like Aisha, who does everything that her teachers expect from her, even down to hanging out in the right cliques. And all of us can see her there as clearly as if we had a TV screen of her life at school playing in our heads. But for the first time I actually start to imagine me sitting on steps like this, or in a classroom reading lots of fat books and saying what I think. It suddenly feels natural as sitting next to this girl, who is back to drawing with her colored pencils."

Finally, Nadira is starting to wonder if there is a real place for her, a place that is other from the shadows cast over her sister's shoulder. I think that if she can really go to college, and get away from Aisha's influence, she'll be able to find herself. I understand that Aisha isn't evil incarnate, but i do think that her presence does Nadira no favors, and that in order for Nadira to really step, there has to be room for her to step up to. Without people calling her fat and no one caring about her beyond her status of "Aisha's little sister" maybe, instead of being that, she can be Nadira.

2 comments:

  1. a few things, one it would be 'evil incarnated' or 'an evil incarnate'
    two, good job, i totally agree that nadira needs to find herself, but she needs to wonder more to get there (that happy place) and be herself
    ~ari

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  2. Wow i really like what you said hear. And Ari you will like to know that even i noticed that grammatical error :P. I really like what you said that Nadira needs room to step up, but Ari is right, she needs to work up the strength to step up too. Just because there is an open stair, doesn't necessarily mean that she has the strength to climb it. I really like what you said about Nadira maybe finally being Nadira not Aisha's little sister
    Great B(log)

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